Jung Yuki (jiyool) wrote,
Jung Yuki
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Just a thought

It has been a rough week for me...

Yesterday...my favourite writer in AFF left because of someone's comment on her story behind her back...
earlier this week....another of my favourite author in LJ private all her fics....



It's like....YunJae are not meant to be together in my little fanfic world...
Albit they might have mentioned each other (directly and indirectly)...but I really don't know if it's a good or bad sign...
It good be good...they might be still very good friends...
But it could also be bad...they might be now just fellow artist complimenting each other...and they are just polite...
I really don't know....they MIGHT used to be together or anything...but now...I really don't know...
The fanfic world is just like the real life YunJae...NOT FATED? Maybe?
I've known many great YunJae authors who have left or deactivated or simply abandoned their fics...well...maybe it's just like in real life...they are just not meant to be...
I'd say that...normal ending for YunJae is like fanfics...either abandoned by authors (in life it's shippers who become stans) or authors who deactivated (fans who leave the ship and fandom) or even privations the fics (like fans who choose to leave Fangirling and just be a normal by-standing fan)...
Looks like it's time to bid goodbye to the YunJae ship? I don't know...
But surely...with very little new story being written...I'm getting disheartened with the YunJae ship...maybe it should just watch the ship sail from afar? Be a by-stander...
With all these favourite authors and fics gone...I feel like it's a SIGN...a sign that I should move on in life...
I really don't know...



But all I know is that I'll never fall back into my depression again...I'll stand strong...and if I've to walk away from fandom to avoid depression...I will...
Tags: personal, personal: rant
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